I MISS YOU

Dear, honestly I miss you a lot and a lot. Every time I'm online this hand is automatically stalking your profile. I know that if I'm stalking you I'm gonna hurt my feelings and myself. Honestly, I'm trying to forget and ignored you but I can't, I'm always thinking of you all the time ... *IHATEIT* !! I'm always wondering why I feel this way which is loving you, why and why and why :/ But I never get the answer:/ I'm always says to myself why can't I fall in love with another person is better than you ? And now, I know why I can't do that it cause falling in love with you is not what I want, is what my heart feel about. And falling in love with you is not apart of my planning and trying to forget you is what I'm doing now :) you know its hurt to forget about someone that you loves, and when I'm trying to forget about you the more and more this feelings gets hurt but I know that if I can forget about you its was so amazing :D
Dear, if you read this 'THING'... Don't say anything about what you read or what you have done to me :) You also don't have to say Sorry to me cause you didn't do anything, I just read this for myself :')